Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Prostitution - An Occupational Hazard in Mainstream Press

The National and Medical press have really been treating us to a veritable frenzy of attacks against natural therapies haven't they . . . Their prostitution to the drug industry appears to be more rapacious than ever.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Videos + Cartoons

Are Aliens from Planet Hollywood Taking over the Health Freedom Movement?

Around the end of 2006 I discovered that many of the health freedom groups I'd been supporting and working with had strong ties to the scientology movement (Tom Cruise, John Travolta etc). Whether through funding from large vitamin companies owned by scientologists or large vitamin companies selling their products to the scientology community in particular or giving public support of scientology, or scientology organisations giving out prizes to health freedom associations, wherever I looked I saw that the movement against medical genocide had been contaminated by this corrupt business masquerading as a religion. As a result I stopped working with all health freedom associations, because whether their connections to the scientology empire were direct or indirect, they were invariably present. It is my firm belief that the scientology movement has derailed and corrupted the true grassroots movement against medical tyranny and will assure the triumph of the genocidal pharmaceutical multinationals they claim to oppose.

A recent example of this development is the nature of the sanctions currently being waged against the scientology industry in France and Germany (see Guardian article 'Church of Scientology faces fraud trial in France' by Angelique Chrisafis). France and Germany are well know for being the pioneers in Europe's draconian attacks against natural health care and their blind promotion of the pharmaceutical industry and toxic medical mandating. Scientology is now being used as a 'justifiable' example and precedent for laws that will stamp out the 'illegal practice of medicine', in other words a campaign to outlaw naturopathy practices that can henceforward be easily condemned as 'dangerous sect activity'. What goes for scientology will ultimately go for any type of natural therapy which has a spiritual aspect to it, as most indeed do, such as yoga, acupuncture, shiatsu massage and so many more. Few people will see the establishment's fight against this 'evil sect' as a bad thing and so they will applaud legislation that will limit its freedoms. By the time they realise that the same measures used against scientology are being used against valid traditional therapies it will be too late.

Scientology Secretly Snooped Around South Park

Some crazy scientology stuff


Tom Cruise tries to Silence SOUTH PARK


Scientology Crazies


Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Is Mathematical Modeling of HIV Infection Good for Anything? by Rebecca Culshaw

About Rebecca Culshaw:

Rebecca Culshaw worked on mathematical models of HIV infection for almost ten years. She received her Ph.D. in mathematics (with a specialization in mathematical biology) from Dalhousie University in Canada in 2002 and is currently an assistant professor of mathematics at the University of Texas at Tyler. Her book, " Science Sold Out: Does HIV Really Cause AIDS?", is fast becoming a science best seller.


Dear Dr. Culshaw: Is Mathematical Modeling of HIV Infection Good for Anything?

Answer: Until very recently my answer to this question was something close to this.

It is an open secret in the mathematical biological community that there does not exist any satisfactory mathematical model of "HIV pathogenesis" and that "HIV modeling" is a dead-end field. The most well-known attempt to mathematically model HIV infection occurred in the Ho/Shaw papers of 1995. The influence of these papers had much more to do with the publicity department and editorial bias of Nature than the scientific merits of the work, as the manifest shortcomings of the papers were acknowledged (in private) by most mathematical biologists immediately following their publication, and then publicly in Nature Medicine in 1998 by Mario Roederer:

"There has been considerable debate about this simple hypothesis of Ho and Wei. Their 1995 Nature papers ignited a heated controversy that resulted in publication of several well-designed and informative studies, which raised serious doubts about this 'war'. In this issue of Nature Medicine, reports by Pakker et al. and Gorochov et al. provide the final nails in the coffin for Ho's and Wei's models of T cell dynamics, an illusion of faulty assumptions and poor measurement techniques."

Having said that, it is also true (and frequently pointed out) the abject failure to develop an adequate model of HIV infection does not mean that such a model does not exist, nor does it disprove that HIV causes AIDS. Yet after 20 years of intense effort resulting in failure, it does suggest that alternative models based on non-viral hypotheses of AIDS progression may merit study.

I wrote this very thing in a paper in the Journal of American Physicians and Surgeons in the Winter 2006 number ("Mathematical Modeling of AIDS Progression: Limitations, Expectations, and Future Directions") where I outlined a model based on the intracellular antioxidant glutathione and on the shift from Th1 to Th2 (subtypes of CD4+) cells observed in AIDS patients. (1)

One problem with all existing mathematical models of HIV infection is the simplistic treatment of CD4+ cells, which HIV allegedly "destroys" in some poorly-understand fashion -- variability in CD4+ measurements makes them almost useless in mathematical models, and treating all CD4+ cells as equal ignores the documented shift in AIDS progression among all CD4+ cells from Th1 (that "help" in cell-mediated immunity) to Th2 (that "help" in extracellular immunity and antibody production). (2-4)

The Th1-Th2 shift is strongly associated with an abundance of oxidized glutathione:

"Glutathione is found in both the reduced (GSH) and oxidized (GSSG) form. The ratio of GSH:GSSG has been shown to be important in regulating the Th1/Th2 balance. An excess of GSSG at the expense of GSH is generally considered a marker for severe oxidative stress. Also, GSH deficiency has been shown to inhibit NO [nitric oxide] synthesis, rendering the cellular immunity defense even more helpless. If the GSH:GSSG ratio declines, Th2 cells are preferentially manufactured, as Th0 cells are instructed to mature into Th2 cells. The net effect is a shift to Th2-dominance at the expense of Th1 cells, creating a reduced T-cell count in the bloodstream, and increasing susceptibility to opportunistic infections." (1) My suggestion does not require HIV as a variable, and offers a testable alternative to those produced by the "HIV infection" program.

Now that John Moore has been made aware of this paper, can we expect that he will write to the journal editor demanding a retraction?

Until very recently that would have been a sure bet. But if he was paying attention at the Fourteenth Conference on Retroviruses and Opportunistic Infections San Diego to what John Mellors was claiming, and what Mellors claimed finds its way from meeting abstracts to reputable journal, the odds-on becomes an odds-off. The journal will have no need to retract it as it will have become another of the tens of thousands of superfluous papers of HIV/AIDS research (but at least it will not be one of the deadly ones).

In something resembling a scientific farce, Mellors "defended" the conclusions of the "final nail" in the HIV/AIDS coffin of Rodriguez et al. by providing the following lead paragraph at the March 2 aids map news.

"The rate at which an untreated HIV-positive person's CD4 cell count is declining is a poor predictor of the risk of AIDS or death in individual patients the Fourteenth Conference on Retroviruses and Opportunistic Infections was told this week".

"This means that medium term CD4 decline – the quantity Rodriguez said was poorly predicted by viral load – is itself a useless predictor of progression to AIDS, because it is so immensely variable. In fact it is so difficult to calculate the gradient of a medium-term CD4 decline which may in fact feature short-term, abrupt increases and decreases such that the average statistical error in the calculation is 55 cells – almost equal to the average annual decline. In a quarter of the observations, the error of the slope is greater than the measurement of the slope itself," Mellors said.

Say that again? The rate of CD4 decline is not a predictor of AIDS? See why I quit HIV ?* - RC

1. Culshaw, Rebecca V., 2007. "Mathematical Modeling of AIDS Progression: Limitations, Expectations, and Future Directions", Journal of American Physicians and Surgeons, Volume 11 Number 4, Winter 2006, pp. 101-105.

2. Clerici M, Shearer G. "The Th1-Th2 hypothesis of HIV infection: new insights". Immunology Today, 1994; 15: 575-581

3. Mossman T. "Cytokine patterns during the progression to AIDS". Science, 1994; 265: 193-194.

4. Klein S, Dobmeyer J, Dobmeyer T, et al. "Demonstration of the Th1 to Th2 cytokine shift during the course of HIV-1 infection using cytoplasmic cytokine detection on single cell level by flow cytometry". AIDS, 1997; 11: 1111-1118.

Numbers art by Emma Holister ... for the numerically challenged ... but artistically willing ... trouble wiv numbers? ... get calculatin wiv football

artwork in portraits+sketches as well as the pier

Quotes for Inspiration

In this section:

1) Words of Wisdom on the Art of Doctoring

2) Quotes for and by Artists

Words of Wisdom on the Art of Doctoring

"Do not let either the medical authorities or the politicians mislead you."

"Find out what the facts are, and make your own decisions about how to live a happy life and how to work for a better world."

- Linus Pauling


"Let thy food be thy medicine, and thy medicine be thy food."

-Hippocrates, the Father of Modern Medicine.


"It's supposed to be a secret, but I'll tell you anyway. We doctors do nothing. We only help and encourage the doctor within."

-Albert Schweitzer, M.D.


"Doctors give drugs of which they know little,

into bodies, of which they know less,

for diseases of which they know nothing at all."



"Claude Bernard was right: 'The germ is nothing; the terrain is everything.'"

-Louis Pasteur on his deathbed


"Never, no never does Nature say one thing and wisdom another."

-Johann Christolph Frederick von Schuller


"The Constitution of this republic should make special provision for medical freedom, as well as religious freedom. To restrict the art of healing to one class of men, and to deny equal privileges to others, will constitute the Bastille of medical science. All such laws are un-American and despotic."

-Dr. Benjamin Rush, surgeon general of the Continental army, when they sat down to sign the Declaration Of Independence.

"The carpenter desires timber, the physician disease."

-Rig Veda IX. 7.9

"I find medicine is the best of all trades because whether you do any good or not you still get your money."

-Moliere: "A Physician in Spite of Himself," 1664


"If we learn more than the doctor in areas of value to our health, it is our duty to apply this knowledge to the betterment of ourselves and our families. We need total health more than medically approved health"

-Andrew Saul, in the opening chapter of his manual Doctor Yourself.


"There is a principle which is a bar against all information,

which is proof against all argument,

and which cannot fail to keep man in everlasting ignorance.

That principle is condemnation without investigation."

-Herbert Spencer


"Joy, temperance and repose

Slam the door on the doctor's nose."



"When all the land is destroyed,

and all the fish are dead,

then will the white man learn

that he can't eat money."

-Native American saying


"The work of the doctor will, in the future, be ever more that of an educator, and ever less that of a man who treats ailments."

-Lord Horder


"Be careful in reading health books. You may die of a misprint."

-Mark Twain


"By the time you are 88 years old, you "have consumed 300 tons of food, air and water."

-R. Buckminster Fuller


"There is no such thing as freedom of choice unless there is freedom to refuse."

-David Hume


"What ails the physician that he dies of the disease

That he would have cured in time gone by?

There died alike he who administered the drug and he who took it,

And he who imported and sold the drug, and he who bought it."

-Verses upon the death in Baghdad of the physician Yuhanna ibn Masawayh in the year 857.


"There is enough in the world for everyone's need, but not enough for everyone's greed."

-Mahatma Gandhi


"What is a weed?

A plant whose virtues have not yet been discovered."



"The best doctor gives the least medicines."

-Benjamin Franklin


"All drug doctors are quacks."

- Benjamin Franklin


"If you want something done right, you have to do it yourself. This especially includes your health care."

-Andrew Saul


"You can't go back and make a new start,

but you can start now and make a new ending."



"You cannot cheat nature, however much you may cheat your fellow man."

- Galileo


"Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed

citizens can change the world. Indeed it's the only thing that

ever has."

- Margaret Mead


"Nobody can give you wiser advice than yourself."

- Cicero


"When we give government the power to make medical decisions for us,

we, in essence, accept that the state owns our bodies."

-U.S. Representative Ron Paul, MD


"The first wealth is health."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson


"Health is the soul that animates all the enjoyments of life, which fade and are tasteless without it."

-Lucius Annaeus Seneca


"It is health that is real wealth and not pieces of gold and silver."

-Mohandas Gandhi


"Without health life is not life; it is only a state of langour and suffering - an image of death."



"The wish for healing has always been half of health."

-Lucius Annaeus Seneca


"Mental health problems do not affect three or four out of every five persons but one out of one."

-Dr. William Menninger


"A further sign of health is that we don't become undone by fear and trembling, but we take it as a message that it's time to stop struggling and look directly at what's threatening us."

-Pema Chodron


"The doctor has been taught to be interested not in health but in disease. What the public is taught is that health is the cure for disease."

-Ashley Montagu


"It is reasonable to expect the doctor to recognize that science may not have all the answers to problems of health and healing."

-Norman Cousins


"Every violation of truth is not only a sort of suicide in the liar, but is a stab at the health of human society."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson


"What is called genius is the abundance of life and health."

-Henry David Thoreau


"Every human being is the author of his own health or disease."



"There is a wisdom in this beyond the rules of physic: a man's own observation what he finds good of and what he finds hurt of is the best physic to preserve health."

-Sir Francis Bacon


"We cannot seek or attain health, wealth, learning, justice or kindness in general. Action is always specific, concrete, individualized, unique."

Benjamin Jowett


"When it comes to your health, I recommend frequent doses of that rare commodity among Americans - common sense."

-Dr. Vincent Askey


"The art of medicine consists in amusing the patient while nature cures the disease."



"The medicine increases the disease."



"The purpose of medicine is to prevent significant disease, to decrease pain and to postpone death... Technology has to support these goals - if not, it may even be counterproductive."

-Dr. Joel J. Nobel


"Formerly, when religion was strong and science weak, men mistook magic for medicine; now, when science is strong and religion weak, men mistake medicine for magic."

-Thomas Szasz


"Drug therapies are replacing a lot of medicine as we used to know it."

-George W. Bush


"To array a man's will against his sickness is the supreme art of medicine."

-Henry Ward Beecher


"The whole imposing edifice of modern medicine, for all its breathtaking successes, is, like the celebrated Tower of Pisa, slightly off balance. It is frightening how dependent on drugs we are all becoming and how easy it is for doctors to prescribe them as the universal panacea for our ills."

-Prince Charles


"Nineteen percent of doctors say that they'd be able to give their patients a lethal injection. But they also went on to say that the patient would have to be really, really behind on payments."

-Jay Leno


"The doctors x-rayed my head and found nothing."

-Dizzy Dean


"A doctor can bury his mistakes but an architect can only advise his clients to plant vines."

-Frank Lloyd Wright


"The only difference between doctors and lawyers is that lawyers merely rob you, whereas doctors rob you and kill you, too."

-Anton Chekhov


"First the doctor told me the good news: I was going to have a disease named after me."

-Steve Martin

"When I told my doctor I couldn't afford an operation, he offered to touch-up my X-rays."

Henny Youngman

"I got the bill for my surgery. Now I know what those doctors were wearing masks for."

-James H. Boren

"My doctor gave me six months to live, but when I couldn't pay the bill he gave me six months more."

-Walter Matthau

"One has a greater sense of intellectual degradation after an interview with a doctor than from any human experience".

-Alice James

"I do not allow myself to be overcome by hopelessness, no matter how tough the situation. I believe that if you just do your little bit without thinking of the bigness of what you stand against, if you turn to the enlargement of your own capacities, just that in itself creates new potential."

--Vandana Shiva, India Activist and Author

`It is from nature that the disease arises and from nature comes the cure, not from the physician.'

- Paracelsus

`The natural force within each of us is that greatest healer of all.'

- Hippocrates

`I long ago came to the conclusion that it was horribly evil to experiment on other living beings and then attempt to justify the practice by calling it medical research.'

- Sir John Gielgud

`Roughly speaking there is about 10 times more chance of being admitted to a mental hospital in any First World country than of being admitted to a university.'

- R D Laing

`We don't hold much with talking to patients in this ward.'

- A nurse

`And she had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse.'

- The Bible

`The treatment with poison medicines, comes from the West.'

- Huang Ti, Chinese Emperor 2697 - 2579BC

`Study sickness while you are well.'

- Thomas Fuller

`I don't want to achieve immortality through my work - I want to achieve it through not dying.'

- Woody Allen

`The truth is that our race survived ignorance; it is our scientific genius that will do us in.'

- Stephen Vizinczey

`In summoning even the wisest of physicians to our aid, it is probably that he is relying upon a scientific `truth', the error of which will become obvious in just a few years' time.'

- Marcel Proust, writer

`If I contracted cancer, I would never go to a conventional cancer treatment centre. Cancer victims who live far from such centres have a chance.'

- French cancer specialist

Quotes for and by Artists

There is more to healing than prescription drugs. And there is also more to healing than diet, supplements and plant remedies.

If you are one of those who sit back comfortably in the reassuring belief that therapies using the healing power of the mind are less at risk than supplements, you are sorely mistaken, as the plight of Dr Hamedemonstrates. (See also: Hamer out of Prison - Asks Recognition of 'New German Medicine')

The healing power of the mind is immense, and even the world of psychotherapy is not unthreatened by the snowballing effect of the repressive legislation currently hobbling the supplement industry.

The following quotes may be helpful for those who consider art to be a healing therapy and in them we can glimpse the ups and downs, the torments and joys of the act of creation.

The themes range from precise tips for artists to the more philosophical ponderings upon that state of mind that sets the artist free on his or her journey of self discovery.

Paul Klee: (1879 - 1940)

"Art does not reproduce the visible; rather, it makes visible."

"An active line on a walk, moving freely without a goal. A walk for walk's sake. The agent is a point that shifts position."

"Colour has taken hold of me; no longer do I have to chase after it. I know that it has hold of me forever. That is the significance of this blessed moment"

Jean Arp on Chance:

"The highest and deepest of laws"

Brice Marden:

"Holding together a kind of tension. When you see a painting that's really good that's what it's doing."

"Painters are among the priests - worker priests of the cult of man - searching to understand but never to know."

"Remember that an artist's life is an intense search for truth. This search takes many forms. Everyone of these forms demands its own disciplines. I learned and adapted to my search. I expect nothing from you. Question the truth of anything you confront. How does it apply to yourself and the trail you are pursuing?"

Robert Burton: 'The Anatomy of Melancholy':

"The heavens themselves run continually round, the sun riseth and sets, the moon increaseth, stars and planets keep their constant motions, the air is still tossed by the winds, the waters ebb and flow, to their conservation no doubt, to teach us that we should ever be in motion."

Latin dictum:

SOLVITUR AMBULANO "It is solved by walking."

Bruce Chatwin:

"A Sufi manual, the Kashf-al-Mahjub, says that, towards the end of his journey, the dervish becomes the Way not the wayfarer, i.e. a place over which something is passing, not a traveller following his own free will."

"And when you look along the way we've come, there are spirals of vultures wheeling."

Gautama Buddha:

"You cannot travel on the path before you have become the path itself."

Baudelaire 'Anywhere Out of this World':

"This life is a hospital in which each sick man is possessed by a desire to change beds. One would prefer to suffer by the stove. Another believes he would recover if he sat by the window.

I think I would be happy in that place I happen not to be, and this question of moving house is the subject of a perpetual dialogue I have with my soul."

Rimbaud writing home from Ethiopia:

"What am I doing here?"

Herman Melville 'Journey up the Straits':

"Masonry, and is it man's . . . I shudder at the thought of the ancient Egyptians."

Martin Buber, 'Moses':

"The tradition of the camp fire faces that of the pyramid."

Joseph Kosuth:

"Forget your ideas about art. Make a shopping list of everything you like about what you've done. Include qualities that you've seen in your life, in the world, and possibly in art that you like. Take this list and make a work that satisfies all of the things on your list without caring if it looks like art."

"Change art to include yourself."

"Anything can be art. Art is the relations between relations, not the relations between objects."

Bryan Hunt:

"As you build confidence constructing your vision through the affirmation of its process, you discover more ideas. The ideas then become stronger and dominate the process."

Komar and Melamid:

"The worst thing that could happen to you is to make one style or one gesture all your life."

Lawrence Weiner:

"All art is made from anger."

"The only art I'm interested in is the art I don't understand right away. If you understand it right away it really has no use except as nostalgia."

Dennis Oppenheim:

"An artist works through exposed wounds."

"Make things that carry with them the residue of where they have been."

Jackie Windsor:

"Art is the finite trying to connect with the infinite."

"Choose a purpose and see it through to the end."

Stephen Gianakos:

"Art is a desperate attempt to make friends."

Barry Leva:

"It takes a lot of will power and desire to be an artist hunting for what excites your imagination. It can be difficult because it takes so much discipline to continue."

Richard Serra:

"Art for the most part, is about concentration, solitude and determination. It's really not about other people's needs and assumptions. I'm not interested in the notion that art serves something. Art is useless, not useful."

"Play is a necessary ingredient in art because there is a kind of wonder that goes on when you play. You're directing your activity toward a conclusion that isn't prescribed by a particular method."

Elizabeth Murray:

"Make something be what it is not."

"Think of something you absolutely hate. Make a painting out of it."

Leo Polk Smith:

"Draw on both sides of the line, not just what you're enclosing. The shape you're making on the outside is as important as the one you're making on the inside. Get into the habit of thinking that you are drawing two forms, one on either side of the line."

"Connect a bunch of shapes (like shapes or different shapes) together and compose something that would tie these all together."

Gary Stephan:

"Do a figure drawing and erase as much as you can and still have them be figure drawings."

Roy Lichtenstein:

"Painting stems from a sense of organisation, the sensed positions of contrasts. Not that it is about this."

"Use the worst colour you can find in each place - it usually is the best."

Alex Katz:

"Most important, for openers, work six hours a day, seven days a week for six years. Then if you like it you can get serious about it."

"If you're going to go for 'it' you have a common thing you share with other artists; that's desperation. You jump out a window style-wise. Try to put it together before you hit the ground."

"You usually want to get something out of a painting other than the ideas that you had in your head."

"Paint faster than you can think."

"Make a painting you can work on for a long period, and make it look like it doesn't show any effort."

George Segal:

"You need to make a language of materials that enables you to speak quickly, that works almost as fast as your mind does."

Jennifer Bartlett:

"Do something that attacks the notion of originality."

"Get into the habit of having a spirit of inquiry. Flesh out an idea with what led up to it and what leads away from it."

Will Insley:

"The view becomes more involved as the 'art' becomes more of a puzzle."

"The origin of art at this time in the 20th century is individual mythology."

"Individual art is motivated by some process of unique irregularity."

Barbara Kruger:

"We are obliged to steal pieces of language, both visual and textual."

Bruce Nauman:

"Learn to recognise when you need to know something."

Pat Steir:

"An artist needs to become familiar with that which is most hidden from the self by the self. For this one thing which one fears to know is often the driving force in one's life. These recognitions seen in art are the difference between decent, extraordinary and great."

Malcolm Morley:

"The voice of painterly integrity spoke to me. And the idea was that one would find this anguish, or whatever, and construct it into images that would appear. You already feel very ill and you're trying to put this riddle together because it is the prescription for health. I believe in art as a spiritual health-giving process, not just some style."

"The idea is to have no idea. Get lost. Get lost in the landscape."

Anslem Kiefer:

"A vessel is a line between the interior and the exterior. It can only handle a certain quantity of the whole spirit. If the quantity is too great the vessel will break. Make a vessel. Because the spirit doesn't need vessels."

William Wegman:

"Dangle something in front of the camera. Get something surprising to be released."

"Start with a premise and then somehow invert it."

Deborah Butterfield:

"What is it that you most fear hearing about your work?"

Sandro Chia:

"In a painting you have to create a density of significance."

Susan Rothenburg:

"You must become familiar with your materials so that they are no longer intimidating or precious."

Valerie Jaudon:

"Get a notebook that nobody will ever see. Whenever you finish a piece, write down every single thing you think about this piece. Think about other people's paintings, art history etc. Being critical is a way of working towards one particular goal like making a perfect painting. It's to make yourself think differently all the time, never stay in one place, keep it moving, not be afraid to destroy things. Learn to disrespect your work. Nothing is so precious it can't be changed."

Gary Stephan:

"It is not what the world is like. It is what the world is like to be seen. It's what the world is like to be thought. What the world is like to be made."

Joel Shapiro:

"Take two things and join them together."

Tom Wesselman:

"Draw something without making any two lines the same."

Benny Andrews:

"Keep yourself off balance because the process allows for a certain amount of discovery."

Ross Bleckner:

"The first thing that has to be broken down is your relationship to authority. Your insecurity could possibly be the wedge that opens up your perspective on what you think is possible for you to do."

Chuck Close:

"If it comes out looking like art, it must look like somebody else's art."

Brian Hunt:

"Hold something behind your back and recreate it with your other hand."

David Salle:

"Spend a day talking only in rhyme."

Jasper Johns:

"Take an object. Do something with it. Do something else with it."

"Sometimes I see it and then paint it. Other times I paint it and then see it. Both are impure situations, and I prefer neither."

"At every point in nature there is something to see. My works contains similar possibilities for the changing focus of the eye."

"Generally, I am opposed to painting which is concerned with conceptions of simplicity. Everything looks busy to me."

Vincent van Gogh:

E.H: These quotes are taken from Vincent van Gogh's letters to his brother Theo and friends.

"I was certainly going the right way for a stroke when I left Paris. I paid for it nicely afterwards! When I stopped drinking, when I stopped smoking so much, when I began to think again instead of trying not to think - Good Lord, the depression and the prostration of it! Work in these magnificent natural surroundings (Arles) has restored my morale, but even now some efforts are too much for me: my strength fails me...

If we want to live and work, we must be very sensible and look after ourselves. Cold water, fresh air, simple good food, decent clothes, a decent bed, and no women..."

"For loneliness, worries, difficulties, the unsatisfied need for kindness and sympathy - that is what is hard to bear..."

E.H: On the subject of his brother's financially supporting him, and of his being rejected as an artist:

"And then I dare hope that the burden will be a little less heavy for you, and I even hope, much less heavy. I myself realise the necessity of producing even to the extent of being mentally crushed and physically drained by it, just because after all I have no other means of ever getting back what we have spent.

I cannot help it that my pictures do not sell.

Nevertheless the time will come when people will see that they are worth more than the price of the paint..."

E.H: And in a letter to Paul Gaugin:

"Ah! My dear friend painting is to us what the music of Berlioz and Wagner was before us - a consolatory art for sore hearts! And yet there are only a few like you and me who feel it!!!

My brother understands you and when he tells me you're another unhappy wretch like me that proves he understands us."

E.H: To Theo:

"It astonishes me already when I compare my condition today with what it was a month ago. Before that I knew well enough one could fracture one's legs and arms and recover afterward, but I did not know that you could fracture the brain in your head and recover from that too..."

E.H: And in 1889:

"During the attacks I feel a coward before the pain and suffering - more of a coward than I ought to be, and it is perhaps this very moral cowardice which, whereas i had no desire to get better before, makes me eat like two now, work hard, limit my relations with the other patients for fear of a relapse - altogether I am now trying to recover like a man who meant to commit suicide and, finding the water too cold, tries to regain the bank.

My dear brother, you know that I came to the South and threw myself into my work for a thousand reasons. Wishing to see a different light, thinking that looking at nature under a bright sky might give us a better idea of the Japanese way of feeling and drawing. "

"What I need is courage, and this often fails me. And it is also a fact that since my disease, when I am in the fields I am overwhelmed by a feeling of loneliness to such a horrible extent that I shy away from going out. But this will change all the same as time goes on. Only when I stand a painting before my easel do I feel somewhat alive. Never mind, this is going to change too, for now my health is so good that I suppose the physical part of me will gain the victory"

"Well, I am ploughing on my canvases as they do on their fields (the peasants). It goes badly enough in our profession - in fact that has always been so, but at the moment it is very bad.

And yet never have such high prices been paid for pictures as these days.

What makes us work on is friendship for eachother, and love of nature, and finally, if one has taken all the pains to master the brush, one cannot leave painting alone. Compared with the others, I still belong to the lucky ones...

And those high prices one hears about, paid for work of the painters who are dead and who were never paid so much while they were alive, it is a kind of tulip trade, under which the living painters suffer...And it will also disappear like the tulip trade.

But one may reason that, though the tulip trade has long been gone and is forgotten, the flower growers have remained and will remain...

Your loving Vincent"

"Mme Ginoux said - 'When you are friends, you are friends for a long time...' Personally I believe that the adversities one meets with in the ordinary course of life do us as much good as harm. The very complaint that makes one ill today, overwhelming one with discouragement, that same thing - once the disease has passed off - gives us the energy to get up and to want to be completely recovered tomorrow.

I assure you that last year I almost hated the idea of regaining my health - of only feeling somewhat better for a shorter or longer time- always living in fear of relapses - I almost hated the idea, I tell you - so little did I feel inclined to begin again. Often I said to myself that I preferred that there be nothing further, that this be the end. Ah, well - it would seem that we are not the masters of this - of our existence - it seems that what matters is that one should learn to want to go on living, even when suffering. Oh, I feel so cowardly in this respect; even when my health has returned, I am still afraid. So who am I to encourage others, you will say, for actually this is hardly my style...In my case my disease has done me good - it would be ungrateful not to acknowledge it. It has made me easier in my mind...

Ever yours, Vincent"

E.H: . . . And then he killed himself. But that was because the poor man was suffering from schizophrenia, hallucinations, terrible brain attacks. So we're lucky compared to Vincent. If only he knew that there was a possible cure for his illness in the seeds of all those beautiful sunflowers he painted. He also said to Theo:

"Thank you also very heartily for the Shakespeare. It will help me not to forget the little English I know, but above all is so fine...But what touches me, as in some novelists of our day, is that the voices of these people, which in Shakespeare's case reach us from a distance of several centuries, do not seem unfamiliar to us. It is so much alive that you think you know them and see the thing..."

"In the fullness of artistic life there is, and remains, and will always come back at times, that homesick longing for the truly ideal life that can never come true.

And sometimes you lack all desire to throw yourself heart and soul into art, and to get well for that. You know you are a cab horse and that it's the same old cab you'll be hitched up to again: that you'd rather live in a meadow with the sun, a river and other horses for company, likewise free, and the act of procreation...

I do not know who it was who called this condition - being struck by death and immortality. The cab you drag along must be of some use to people you do not know. And so, if we believe in the new art and in the artists of the futrue, our faith does not cheat us. When good old Corot said a few days before his death - 'Last night in a dream I saw landscapes with skies all pink,' well, haven't they come, those skies all pink, and yellow and green into the bargain, in the Impressionist landscapes? All of which means that there are things one feels coming, and they are coming in very truth.

And as for us who are not, I am inclined to believe, nearly so close to death, we nevertheless feel that this thing is greater than we are, and that its life is of longer duration than ours.

We do not feel we are dying, but we do feel the truth that we are of small account, and that we are paying a hard price to be a link in the chain of artists, in health, in youth, in liberty, none of which we enjoy, any more than the cab horse that hauls a coachful of people out to enjoy the spring...

Ever yours, Vincent"


The most effective and rapid way to recover from the symptoms of candida overgrowth is to change one's diet.

Move to wholefoods and do your own recipes rather than eating pre prepared recipes.  This prevents having to painstakingly read the ingredients of everything you buy.

If your heart sinks on reading the recommendations this is because most people suffer from severe food addictions, especially sugar, dairy and starchy foods.

The general rule is that if you are addicted to something it is most likely harming you. Try giving up two to three candida-causing food groups at a time if you find it too difficult to do it all at once.

However, going at it piecemeal will usually prevent rapid recovery and destroy one's faith in the efficacy of diet to change this problem.  Therefore full immersion in an anti candida diet is really the best approach.

Food addictions can be even more powerful than drug addictions, so if at first you don't succeed, try, try and try again. Like all addictions, it is difficult to shake off in the beginning but the cravings eventually die off.

General Guidelines:


PRODUCTS CONTAINING YEAST: bread, alcohol, pizza, cakes and pastries, tinned or pre-prepared food.

PRODUCTS CONTAINING SUGAR or excessive use of STARCHY foods: these include sucrose, glucose, fructose, honey, molasses, syrups, artificial sweeteners and fruit. Some people can tolerate small amounts of certain fruit, but many must give it up altogether.

PRODUCTS CONTAINING DAIRY: cheese, cream, butter, yoghurt, milk, lactose, pastries, cakes, pizza, tinned and pre-packaged food . However, organic goat's and sheep's milk and cheese are often tolerated.

MEAT: some people find that small quantities of certain organic meat are tolerated. However, most people have over-consumed meat and have large amounts of decaying, undigested meat in their bowels. Not to mention the dangers of over-consuming animal protein in general. The body usually responds very well to stopping eating this heavy, difficult-to-digest food altogether.

ALL PROCESSED FOOD and WHEAT FLOUR PRODUCTS:  particularly white flour products. Most tinned and pre-packaged food has little if no nutritional value and contains large amounts of substances that are bad for your health.

ALCOHOL, DRUGS, PHARMACEUTICAL PRODUCTS AND STIMULANTS: tea and coffee. If you are unable to give up your caffeine, black unsweetended coffee is by far less harmful to candida sufferers than tea. Beware of many herbal teas that can also produce a fungal reaction. On the other hand, pure mint tea is excellent for reducing candidiasis.

CERTAIN VEGETABLES: tomatoes, potatoes, aubergines (tobacco family!), peppers and mushrooms. Some people are also sensitive to corn, peas, cabbage and carrots. More extreme cases of candida produce an intolerance to all starchy carbohydrates, which can make eating pulses, (non sprouted) seeds and grains an aggravating factor.

SMOKED AND FERMENTED PRODUCTS: including vinegar (if you must use it then very small amounts of organic white alcohol vinegar), soya sauce and miso (although small amounts of good quality organic can sometimes be tolerated) and smoked foods.

SODAS, SWEET and FIZZY DRINKS: including fizzy water and fruit juices.


For severe candidiasis focus on green and non sweet/starchy vegetables, fish and eggs

FRESH ORGANIC VEGETABLES: especially green runner beans, avocados parsley, broccoli, garlic, radishes, daikon, turnips, courgettes, cauliflower, celery, leeks, green salads including mache, cress, water cress, roquette, dandelion leaves, nettles, (coriander, basil for seasoning).  Good daily recipes include green gaspacho, vegetables soups and fresh salads.

(ORGANIC BROWN RICE AND OTHER WHOLE CEREALS)_Warning: many candida sufferers have an intolerance to all starchy carbohydrates and may have to give up pulses, nuts, seeds and grains. Otherwise, it is worth experimenting with them as they are a valuable source of nutrition and helpful for weaning oneself off the very harmful modern staple of bread.  Grains: brown rice, millet, barley, buckwheat, spelt, wild rice, oats, quinoa and others.

SEA VEGETABLES: for example, nori, wakame, arame and kombu. These are particularly good for vitamins and minerals and they are very good at removing toxins from the body. Use them every day in small quantities in soups and in the cooking of grains and pulses.  Spirulina as a supplement is excellent

ORGANIC OILS: Especially olive oil. Sunflower, sesame.

Organic FISH and EGGS: be aware that many fish are over farmed and contaminated with mercury and dioxins. Avoid tuna and salmon. The smaller the fish, the better. The larger the fish, the more heavy metals and other toxins are contained in the flesh.

SEASONINGS: GARLIC, fresh and dry herbs, spices, sea salt.

What's AIDS?

List of Articles

Art by Emma Holister

AZT: An AIDS Defining Drug by Martin J Walker (Dirty Medicine)

The Myths of Science, Viral Load Scam with Liam Scheff

Virology is Religion 

The AiDS Myth Unravelled - Liam Scheff Interviewed on RT America

Mandating Vaccines is Murder - SB277, the virology ideology and Pasteur's legacy of laboratories Tom and Mae Torlakson's Family of 'innocence':The Visage of Vichy Revisited (this article includes a link to San Francisco artist James Torlakson's artworks on his daughter Elisabeth's anti-depressant-related suicide)

Is Mathematical Modeling for HiV Infection Good for Anything? by Rebecca Culshaw

 trouble wiv numbers? get calculatin wiv football...

art in portraits+sketches as well as the pier

selection of health freedom books, some dealing with this subject 

photos of AZT bottle by Anthony Brink

Anthony Brink's Letter to Greek TV on AID$ topic

(above AZT image  and definition of Re-myth and HiV by Liam Scheff, click to enlarge)

Everyone has AIDS! Team America

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